i cant believe it

okay today i went to church and pastor paul preached about becoming a prince of god. yeah he preached really well and it really spoke to me. he said that despite pain, tiredness, stress, we still must persever just like jacob who wrestled with god.
anyways after church. we went to have lunch with godma at chinatown. well i ate by myself coz i had to leave for world music class at thomson. and i'm home after class. so tired.

after church before i left, janice came and talk to me. she asked how i was doing and asked me to join the youth to have dinner probably on fri. i think i might go. haha.

i've gotta go for emaths tuition at aunty rose later at 7:30. darn i've gotta study thr with dickson and gang. i cant believe that he thought i was a weirdo lah. just coz i said hi to him when i dont really know him. wth lah.

anyways its been a few wks since i found out abt that heart breaking news. i know i've told everyone that i'm okay already. but i just cant admit to myself that i was so stupid to fall into her trap and get conned of my friendship for 3yrs. further more i cant believe that i even felt sorry for her when she was in need while on the otherside she's been bad mouthing me and backstabbing me. oh wells blame me for not listening to mummy earlier and be careful. but whats done is done. i've just gotta learn from my mistakes and make sure i dont do it again.

thats all for now
toodles

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