REFRESHED!

Last night i talked to korkor and he really showed me stuffs that i couldn't see. He asked me this question that made me ponder for a long time. He asked me, 'when do you stop loving/caring for your enemy?' I mean as the Bible says, 'Love your enemies as much as you love yourself' but I mean, when do you actually stop? Then he told me. He said that you stop loving/caring for your enemy when loving/caring for them is affecting your emotions and you are being pulled down by it. He really showed me God's perspective of looking at others and showed me what to do when things like this happens. Yeah as everyone of you readers can tell that I'm going thru some difficulties in life now and I was affected by it. But now I will not go any further to get myself hurt and instead of wasting my time on soothing my hurt emotions, I'm going to get closer to God. I am going to be a light for him as he has been a light for me. I am going to love him with all my heart and no one else can stop this. 

Here are some different things I wanna say to my friends.

LIM HUI EN, EUNICE!

Hey hey, I really hope that you had a really fun time on your birthday. We will help each other in growing closer to God okay? Also yeah I know I've been quite irritating these days but forgive me and understand me okay? Anyways as you can see, I'm not going to be affected by this anymore and I also hope that you will not be affected by what your going thru also and just give it to the Lord. I know like I make it sound like easy as ABC but I really hope you will go all out for God :) LOVE YA LOADS and I can't wait for tml's outing with you to celebrate you birthday!

♥s FOREVER 

JOSHUA YEO!

Hey my very long long long ago friend. HAHAHA. Sorry if u felt like I have been acting as an arse these few days, please excuse my unruly behaviour. Anyways same for me and eunice, let's help each other grow in the Lord! Yeah every night at 10PM SHARP! hahaha. I haven't been a good girl but I'm trying to. Let's be each other's brother's/sisier's keepers. And and and, I can't wait for tml's outing. HAHA. And btw I'm not pissed okay. So please don't be angry with me. 

♥ childhood buddy

LAWRENCE LIM HUAT TEK! 

HAHAHA. Hello's piggie. Yeah this is for you to read! Thanks for being such a great friend and yeah I absolutely love spending time with you esp your crazy craze for yourself. hahaha. Yeah I guess don't worry about what happening. Everything will cool down somehow or rather. Just concentrate on your studies and do your tuitorals. NAUGHTY NAUGHTY. Anyways I still owe you beefy with extra of whatever extra you want. hahaha. Don't be emo emo anymore okay? Coz like that everytime I see you, I get scared to talk to you. And yeah 6 JUNE ARH. REMEMBER, must come hor.

♥ COWIE 

KOR KOR ♥

kor kor! Thanks for being there for me everytime when I'm in need. And thanks for protecting me from 'bad' people. HAHAHA. Anyways I'm really glad that I have such an awesome brother to take care of me. EVERYONE be jealous that he ain't your brother. HE'S MINE! Although we fight oh so often, you know that I still love you and I know that your still love me. Help be my brother's keeper okay? Yeah and I know sometimes I can be REALLY irritating. Just bear with me okay. I know you'll miss this irritating me soon enough so I have to give it my all. HAHAHA. Yeah come home and read this! You'll just love me more!

♥ AWESOME SISTER!

I guess this is the longest post ever but there are still more to come!

LOVESS