I really don't want to loose this friendship but if things must be this way, then I guess there isn't much of a choice. I know you feel hurt but have you ever though of how other's might hurt too? What you might say or might do can hurt others and crush them too. I just wish everything will be fine and not go back to normal (coz that's impossible) but to just be better. Please stop causing pain to yourself and others. Its not the way.