I'm sorry for neglecting you. I don't know how to tell you but I don't feel comfortable talking to you as I did before. I know it's been a long long time since I talked to you. But somehow I feel that I'm just not ready to talk to you just yet. I know you're facing several problems or your own and obviously I would like to help but that means that I have to talk and face you which I'm not ready for. Please just give me some more time.