You say you understand. But do you really understand. Or are you just saying it just to make me feel better. Because I'd rather you be honest and truthful with me than for you to lie to me and me finding out eventually. It hurts less if you could really just be honest with me. You know I absolutely hate liars but why do you have to lie to me? Isn't this another form of disappointing and breaking my trust? See it's not that I don't want to trust you or whatever but its just that your actions cause me to lose trust in you. I seem heartless now but one day you'll find out why I'm doing this.

I'm sorry my dear friend. I'm sorry that I had caused you to go through the same trauma as before. I'm sorry that I never cared or though about how you felt before saying things. But I really hope you'll understand. I'm just doing this for your good. For you to release all your anger instead of just keeping everything inside. Because by keeping everything inside and not forgiving leads to bitterness. Which is what I do not want to see in your life because I treasure this friendship. I hope you can understand me from my point of view, just like the way I'm trying to view things from you point of view.

Dear friend, I'm really grateful for you being in my life. I'm really glad that God had put you in my life. You have give me such good advices, Godly ones. The true ones that I need. You tell me the truth (well you knock truth into my head). I thank God for you in my life. I don't have many friends that are like that. Those ones who are really there for me, always encouraging me and pushing me forward. So understanding yet stern at the same time. I'm really really grateful for you. There are no words to express how truly grateful I am to you.

Lovess

Melissa ♥