I'm not surprised. I'm always the last one to find out about things. Is it coz I'm not trustworthy or what? Or you think I'll nag too much. This isn't the 1st time. It's been so many times that I'm the last one to know about stuffs. And you're not the 1st person whose done it to me. Even people who don't even know you or are less close to you know about it. Maybe there's seriously something wrong with me. Nothing to do with you all.
It's definately me. If not how come so many people has done it to me? Oh wells I guess I shouldn't put too much effort in friendships coz they'll eventually just be torn down and destroyed. Why waste all my emotions and time of it. I won't care anymore. You wanna talk to me then talk but don't expect me to tell you stuffs since you can't even be bothered to tell me things. I guess God is really trying to show me that you aren't the one for me. After all there are many fishes out there. Even though you maybe my nemo but you definately won't be my angelfish.

ARGH this is frustrating. I'm such a softie. Tml I can bet myself then I'll msg you saying good morning or smt like that. Why can't I be strong like others and do what I say. WHY WHY WHY??