You say you're afraid that he might bully me. But have you ever though that you could be the one bullying me also? Maybe not physical. But emotionally and mentally. You're making me feel so guilty for not talking to you. You make me feel so guilty for not telling you stuffs. You make me feel so guilty for not being there when you're in need. Isn't this call bullying also? He may bully me sometimes. Occasionally. But you bully me everyday. I'm physically, mentally and emotionally trying to fight with myself. Do you really have to come and make things worse? You obviously know I won't tell you things. Will you just stop forcing me? Please. I know that you know this is for you. So please don't ask me if this is for you. I know you care for me. But there is still a limit on how much you can care for me. I'm sorry I'm doing this here because you know that I will never be able to do this to your face no matter how many times I promise you that I'll tell you. Please just let me go. I'm begging you. Just let me go. When I'm ready to tell you things and when I'm ready to talk to you, I will. Please just stop pressuring me.