OH PLEASE. YOU ARE JUST PLAIN GAY. GET A LIFE DUDE. STOP HARASSING MY FRIEND. LIKE SERIOUSLY. STOP HURTING HER. This is not love dude this is plain selfishness. If you really loved her, so you say, you will let her go and stop making life difficult for her. Stop giving yourself and her false hope that it'll work out coz that will never happen since you'll never become a christian. Just keep dreaming dude. No matter how many arrows she shoots at you or however many you shoot at her, nothing will change till you decide to let her go.
Seriously I'm really disgusted with you. LIKE SERIOUSLY. You are like a wolf in a sheep's skin. Appearing meek and gentle and oh so great. But actually you're selfish, aggressive, violent and not great at all.